Dream where I was a Single Father

Hello to you Reader, if anyone is even going to read this... 

At least once a month a have dreams that strike me to a core. Today I had one of those dreams! 

It started somehow like this:

I and my friend were walking in a park and having a conversation about life. And I said something about being single and giving up on dating, but I still want to have a family. 

The next thing I know I'm having sex with an Asian girl, she is hot! And she also gave up on dating and asked me to impregnate her as she decided to be a single mom. And it felt that it wasn't the first time a girl had asked me to impregnate her because I had a feeling that I already had a baby somewhere but I've never seen it. 

After some time I find out that girl didn't want to keep the baby and wanted to give it away for adoption. 

At that time I saw it as a sign that this is my destiny and I should take the baby and be a single father and build my family this way without a wife and a mother, because I was a lawful father I had no problem taking custody of the baby. 

After that girl gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, I named Alice, we went our separate ways. And at that moment I thought to myself that I need to buy a lot of supplies to take care of Alice. And was thankful that I have already a bunch of wet wipes and already had it home. 

Few years flew by, Alice grew to be a very smart and intelligent little girl, she had her mother's eyes and was slightly tan, I wish I was able to paint her because she was very cute and I felt the love for her with all my heart. She would ask me how did she come here and why is there was no mother. I always told her the truth, not blaming her mother, just telling her that she had a hard time and I wanted to take care of her and that we never were married.

Over that time I've made new friends, and usually, we would hang out and let our kids play togeather. On one of those days, her mother had stopped by the house of a friend. Turns out they knew her way before I knew them. And they wanted us to meet as we were both available. 

When she saw me, she turns into tears and started crying and saying how sorry that had left her baby. I've hagged her and supported her, saying that it's ok, our daughter has made me the happiest man on earth and I couldn't imagine my life without her, she is the best that ever happened to me. And I pointed at the room where Alice was and ask her if she wanted to meet her. She said "of course, I would love to" and wiped her tears she went into a room and introduced herself to Alice.  Alice was happy to finally meet her mother, they both hagged as her mother was on her knees. 

After that, her mother, (let's caller her Julie as I've heard both of these names in a dream but Couldn't assign who this name belongs to) had scheduled times when I would drop Alice off at her place and that would be a constant routine. 

Suddenly my and her moms find out about Alice and that it's our baby. My mom is somewhat old school and wants me to marry a Ukrainian girl, heck, I've also wanted to marry a Ukrainian girl. That is why I kept Alice a secret and didn't tell her the full story. July actually did the same as she would grow up in a strict Japanese family, and her mother wanted a Japanese husband for her, so she kept the baby a secret and me too. Turns out that was the reason she had to give the baby away because it wasn't with a Japanese man. 

After her mother found out about me, she really liked me and was ok with the fact that I'm not Japanese. 

And my mom was ok with the situation we were in and told me "what are you going to do, whatever happened, happened. Alice is a nice girl, you've rased her well, and I can see that Julie likes you too, you should marry her, she will be good for you and Alice needs her mother!"

Those words made me think about marrying Julie. And turns out she and my mom have connected on Facebook and became really good friends. They even created a group and invited me and Julie to it. Turns out Julie's mother spoke Russian a little, and because my mom had issues learning English, this was a common ground where they both could communicate freely. 

So I've talked with Julie that I like her, and I see that Alice loves her, and it would be good for her if we had a complete family, and what she thinks if we got married. She was happy about what I had told her and ran up to me and just hugged me really tightly. I hugged her back and heard her crying on my shoulder. Alice saw us hugging, came up to us, and hugged us too. 

After we saw that Alice was here and seemed to be happy, Julie kneeled down to her and gave her a kiss on the forehead, then she stood up, placed her arm over the shoulder, I placed my arm over her back, and we both hagged Alice.

As I was holding Julie on my left arm, and Alice in a right arm I started kissing Julie on her cheek as she was holding Alice with her left arm. At that moment I felt happy and peaceful, I thought to myself, maybe all the struggles that I had to go through were leading up to this moment where everything was perfect. And a tear ran down my cheek... 

And I woke up, 6 minutes before my alarm would have to go off. But that feeling didn't go away, I still felt loved and that everything I'm doing, no matter how hard it is for me right now, will all come down to a happy end where everything falls into place and it all seems to be perfect. 

The end!